i wish you were here .
but you are somewhere else .
my name is aleks . i'm a fat, stupid , ugly , very ugly, wired girl , self harming with suicidal thoughts every 5 min, i want to be skinny but i eat all the time , fuck my life , i'm lonely , i live in Norway , and i'm Polish ... i had 6 operations and i have boyfriends only in Poland , why ? i don't know ,
well , i actually know .
i'm too fat ugly dumb and no funny and no nice and no girly . and nobody takes me seriously . and i'm top honest , and i can't lie and i forgive.
i'm 15 btw.
